I want to know of my ancestors.
Yet the epic of colonialism,
Has for generations,
On multiple lines, kept faces, names, and ties
From kith and kin;
Kept us inextricably separated by imagined borders;
Separated with skins and flags of
fabricated colors;
Holding weapons and wealth
Unequal, unequitable,
As motive
For a status quo of harm,
Because just maybe one day
One of “us” will be on the “winning” team,
With change in pocket
And blood on hands;
Yet when in the moment of judgment
Will you be able to
Confess honestly
If any of it was worth it,
As we finally face our
Ancestors.
Tag: Separation
Departures
To become, I must go,
To come, I must go,
To places elsewhere,
On this plane,
In this eternity,
I must seek, so I may find,
This is a journey,
I was, and was not expecting to take,
My departure has arrived,
But know I shall return,
For you are my heart,
Now being pulled away,
But never severed from my soul,
My heart is big enough, full enough,
To take you with me,
Even when we are apart,
Distance cannot quell my love,
As the cosmos,
It is endless and withstanding time,
But I must go,
For moments merely,
That I know feel like eternities,
For that is how it feels to me,
Know that nothing
Could hold me back,
From returning to you,
For you are my being,
In a separate body,
My precious, beloved child,
No, Nothing,
Not Ice and snow,
Nor hurricane gale,
Nor hellfire,
Nothing love,
No,
Nothing.
Admonished Tears
They could not understand
Why I cried,
Why I panicked as if the pain
Were my own,
They shamed me,
judged,
admonished,
And shunned
The empathy I bestowed,
The desperate need to do,
To right a moral wrong,
That my hands were too small to handle
I could feel my baby being torn
From my breast,
As I learned of countless babies taken from families,
In exchange for attempted border security,
Breathless at the prospect,
I feared how far such a set up would go,
I feared how much could be repeated,
And “improved” upon,
I feared,
I feared a fear so great only matched by that of the taken child,
My tears were matched with cold apathy,
As I realize theirs were being met too,
My tears were a microcosm of the anguish at hand,
A reminder of my human heart,
That bleeds and breaks,
And grows with tears I cry for others,
My burden of lone tears in recognition of atrocities was meant to be,
To find my place fighting for the ignored tears,
That should never have need be shed
Mass Separation
From the bosom were they ripped,
Tears that fall are endless in sight,
No safe haven in this land of free,
Stealing from hearts,
Taking diaspora babies,
Separation as the Exodus flows,
Running from temperatures
Getting too hot,
Out of the fire,
And into the pot
Upheaval
Scattered,
Over the lands
Fragments of family,
Made from love,
Or something like it
Uprooted,
Upheaval,
Makes the grounds unsteady,
Uninhabitable,
In need of relocation
Roots are separated,
And replanted elsewhere,
To find stability,
And resources,
In another land
Division only spreads the space
Where seedlings find
Familiar roots
Next to which
They may grow
Separate Peace
April 11, 2017
His and hers boxes
Separate to separate
joined lives made anew
We divide but
Reconnect at peace as “we”:
Forever parents of you
Knowing the burden
On white flag children
We aim to be civil for you
May we remember
that troubles to separate
are to make peace
alliance in your name.

