Songs like Tattoos

Songs are like tattoos
They etch the mind with memory,
Of sound, taste,

smell, sight, and Touch,
And sixth sense that stays behind,
And like a record pops and crackles with the memory of a moment
Long gone,
But fresh to a part of the mind,
That reignites associated thought and feeling,
And tumbles us back into a younger you,

I have songs in mind that bring back a time
Of mixed discs and naivete
Of open rides and wilderness,
Of aroma of coffee and tea,
Of sounds of hopeful revolutionaries,
With flowers in their hair,
Memories and wishes mingle,
And dance,
With imagination filling in
The places we left open

Worked So Hard

9/7/2018

We worked so hard to love,
We forgot why;

We worked so hard to simplify,
We forgot why;

We worked so hard to share,
We forgot why;

We worked so hard to multiply,
We forgot why;

We worked so hard to prosper,
We forgot why;

We worked so hard to forget,
We forgot why;

We worked so hard to commodify,
And we do not know why.

Wound

August 11, 2017
My bandage has ripped off
And exposed the wound
I never let heal,
A wound that should
have long ago closed,
Exposed now to air
The hurt is fresh,
And I can see that it is there
I feel the sting,
And unwilling to repeat the past
I stare at it, aware,
And beckon it to close

Things I Cannot See (Sick)

I am sick of being sick,
Of the mental,
emotional,
physical strain,

I would like to walk,
A few steps would be fine,
Without the blurred vision,
And difficulty,
Of underwater locomotion

I am sick of being sick
Of the meek excuses
I must make
For my body’s every ache

This weekly cycle
Is endless I fear
How I will function
I cannot predict
What is my purpose
In all of this,
To go through life
chronically sick?

I am sick of being sick
Of people being sick
Of me
Forgive me if I complain,
If my body cannot cooperate
With my brain,
Forgive me if I am a burden,
I know how burdens can be,
I wish for once
I could fit
In a “normal” category

I am sick of being sick
Of something I cannot see
Of ghosts haunting my mind
My emotion
My every waking motion

I can tell you
That I am trying
And swear this to be the truth
And I know you will tire of me too
I pray, be patient
Do not abandon me
I am sick of being punished
By things I cannot see.

-July 13, 2005