Vieled

July 5, 2017

She lost her footing
Once before
Imagining she was imagining
A true scorpion child
In fear
She struck words from the page
Discarded her compass
Deleted celestial lyrics
And cast off her epic tale,

In vain.

Here and now
She cloaks herself,
gingerly tests
tepid water of words
Wanting so much to share
And open a heart, bursting

Fearing a repeat dance
with Maniae
She questions her suspicions
And agonizes
Over understanding
The complex webs woven
by the distant one
she can only love.

Recovery

April 7, 2017

Uprooted unexpectedly
Frozen
Blizzard of mind
Meeting Nor’easter
That pushed past limits

Chasing snowmen

She lost footing
Losing

Sight

Snow Blind,
she could no longer see.
Reality,
She knew not.

Lost

Blown off course
Paralyzed
Doubled over

Then
found.

Fragmented.

Then
Rebuilt
Reborn
Finding self
Emancipation.

As she walks now,
aware of
where
she has been,
what
she has been,
Done
And seen,
To recognize fact from fiction
She keeps anchor

In mind
In hand
She is shifting vision

clarifying sight

And mind.