If
he were not already gone
Would I have even thought
To talk to you?
Would these feelings have been hard to navigate?
The want,
The enjoyment
Of something normal
I would have had guilt about it
If
he were still
In the way
If
But,
he is Not
Waxing poetic on thoughts, theory & the times
If
he were not already gone
Would I have even thought
To talk to you?
Would these feelings have been hard to navigate?
The want,
The enjoyment
Of something normal
I would have had guilt about it
If
he were still
In the way
If
But,
he is Not
Unprecedented
The pain I feel,
Sucker
Punched
With words of best intentions,
I love you, but,
But, but,
Three letters that sting,
Nails on a chalkboard,
A sudden fork in the road,
A hug, but,
A kiss, but,
But
And I still have these same four letters
For you.