Giving Thanks

I will be thankful,
But will also be aware,
This day is a myth

Be thankful always,
For each breath you may still take,
For what others may not

Know your history,
Not propaganda,
The ugly parts too

Shame warrants action,
Warrants accepting the truth,
Warrants giving back

Thanks and commitment,
To making amends,
No matter the guilt

This is our story,
We choose our next roles,
For that I give thanks

Taste

If I could hold you

I would match my words with desperate kisses

I would whisper the lines only your eyes know

I would show you

Let you feel

Let you meet

the source of this ache

I would feed your need for these lost lips

God damn, yours

I swear I can still taste

 

 

On Rebirth

I can see my healing now,
In my words…

Before, I had grasped widely
for hold of sanity,
My mind spun,
Outlining all the abstracts
Seeing the metaphysics of everything
Until, like the universe
I exploded
In a big bang of psychosis

Then slowly
Though Not understanding the why
I began to pick up the pieces of self

Little by little
I write my way out
And back
And reflect on
What happened?
What had I become?
What was I becoming?

Was I flowering or
Decomposing
When I exploded?
Or both?
Or was this just
Another
One of many
Of my rebirths?

Burning Hunger

I think of him
And the hot sun
On his skin,
I think of him
When the moon grants me
This moment
To feel my thoughts
And walk back my only memories,
And know part of my heart here
Does not reside,

I hunger for my love
Far from here
Far from snow
And foreign waters surrounding
I still hunger for the love
That I call my muse
Without a single word
Uttered,
I long for eyes to match the fire
He ignites with memory and lyrical magic
Conjured by his own muse

I hunger,
And it heats my heart
And sets my body aflame,
I burn of hunger
My love
The hunger never fades