If, But: In the Way

~ Vanessa

If
he were not already gone
Would I have even thought
To talk to you?
Would these feelings have been hard to navigate?

The want,
The enjoyment
Of something normal

I would have had guilt about it

If
he were still
In the way

If

But,

he is Not

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Published by Vanessa

Mother, WRITER, artist, student, dreamer, civil and human rights activist, humanitarian, minister in process, mystic, sentient being. I write to remember; I write to discover; I write to understand; in order to be closer/higher/connected.

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